Progress is Progress

I’m finding it difficult to keep up with all the requirements. I feel like I’ve been having to pick my battles; I have no excuse not to do the sit ups and pushups so those are the best numbers I have, but putting together my weapons form is creeping at a painfully slow rate. I can’t really swing a weapon around or even work on my stepping with my two critters at my feet. I regret not taking advantage of my access to the kwoon when I could; now I have to battle my guilt when I am there.

I didn’t mean to start this off on such a negative note. On the contrary, I feel like I’m finally being forced to add structure to my life. And that is a good thing. I’m reminding myself to stay present when I’m with my kidlets. I’m able to focus better when I have a chance to work on paperwork or a project as the opportunity can end at any moment. As a result I feel the quality of my work and time spent in general is higher. Although I have no time my time is well spent.

Normally a blog like this would have taken me 20 minutes to write and edit. This one was over three days. C’est le vie. And Carter just woke up so...