I can’t count the times I’ve opened this page and started to write something. It’s obvious how far I’ve gotten by the number of posts I haven’t posted.
My life has been revolving around naps and meal times and not a whole lot else. I can’t say that I’ve been keeping up with any of the requirements, but that doesn’t mean I haven’t thought about any of it or that I don’t feel the pressure. Unfortunately failure has become something I’m overly familiar with and as a result it becomes easier to find excuses for it.
I write this as my two overtired but stubborn babies play at my feet. Another defeat as neither would go down for a nap and after two hours trying I’ve just accepted another rough night. I doubt either of them see it as a failure but I sure do.
This isn’t going to be another “I’m-falling-behind-but-here’s-some-motivational-talk-and-I’m-going-to-pull-my-socks-up” post. Those don’t work; if they did then my socks would be so high up my toes would be tearing through the ends. This is a “I’m sucking and need help” post.
Photo from yesterday and proof I don’t always fail.
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