So I had a scare last week, and it sure put things in perspective for me. I've been working diligently on my Tai Chi, and I'm happy that I can see progress, but when I had a fellow student come up to me and say "so your degree grading is this weekend, eh?" I had a mini freak out. No, it wasn't last weekend, but the thought shook me up. This thing can happen at any time, and I need to be perpetually ready for it. The time I have now needs to be icing on the cake, not the bake time. It needs to be the cherry, not the split. You get my meaning.
I feel happy with my Tai Chi (but it still needs work), but now I'm scared I've let other things slide. I had Mastery memorized at one point, but I've let it fade. I was working on fixing some areas in Lao Guar, but I don't think I've practiced them enough to make the changes mine. And I haven't picked up my spade in a month. Ak.
With everything going on, my own training is slipping. And this is bad.
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We were both freaked out!
You could join Sifu Masterson and I at 5 am, on Mondays, Wednesdays,and Fridays. :) :)
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